Black Or White? Grey Pleaseeeee?

Hello

I'm lazy to update.

Bye.

Today's The Day

where 11 is suppose to be the magical number.

Pleaseeee

Har-loh.

I'm going to update properly now. So, its Puasa period, and guess what? I could hold back the urges to eat most of the time. Good enough, better than the days in good old BBSS, where skipping is a routine and habit. So, my family has done 5 different types of "kuih-kuih". Impressive, since its mostly a 2-man-team, or should I say 1-half-man-team. Considering I slacked alot, hmm. All of them are edible though. :) and Rashid has volunteered to test try the "kuihs." I need to meet him soon, prove to him that its niceee.

Hari Raya this Sunday and I can't wait. But Saturday is a day I can't wait for too. Its B and me 11th. :D haha. But I doubt I cant even step out of the house. Boohoo. :( There's always green packets to look forward to on sunday. Let's hope this year's haul is better than last year. My bank account needs money badly! Not forgetting getting together with my cousins, thats a good thing, its been so long.

I'm bored at home. Just played FIFA Online 2. There's DOTA, CS, MOHPA, RA3. But I'm sick of all. :( I want L4D, Football Manager 2009, Batman: Arkham Asylum! Hols killing me. I want go climb!!!

This is long enough. Goodnight humans.

Long Long Way

Its 5.14am. I just reached hme an hour ago, I'm hungry, I'm sad. I miss my girl. I miss my old me.





GOOD LUCK FOR LATER B! :D

Realization

Take time to realize?

NO MORE TIME.

Crossroads

Its so hard. Why am I such a pain? I don't understand things. Its so pain to see you like this. Its all my fault. I only got you. I have others, but no, it will be just you only. Not others.

There is no pain equal to that which two lovers can inflict on one another. This should be made clear to all who contemplate such a union. The avoidance of this pain is the beginning of wisdom, for it is strong enough to contaminate the rest of our lives.
	Cyril Connolly

Back There

Sometimes, I think that, I go too fast. Its time to reverse and find the old me.

A State Of ....

I wonder to myself. Why do I always mess up? GRRR! I'm so pissed at myself. :(

And Black Became Grey

Something must be done. Too many chances, all blown away. Common Haqiz.

SSC done. Good camp, lousy weekend. Burning inside, suffering inside.

I want go out. Why can't I? Its the HOLIDAYS. I want go out! :(

Loser

Im such a loser.

That Way

Seems so, alone? Am I missing something?













Patience the key. Give and take.

Yesterday

Gym at Sam's condo gym with R and Sam. Super slack. "Played" with the dumbbells for 1 and a half hours. Good job Haqiz. R slacckkkk! hahaha.

I need a proper update on this blog. But life so mundane without school. And stories of me and R is a no-no. Soooooooooooooooooo. HOW HOW??