Hello again unknown readers.

Im having an identity crisis. Moving on to poly has made me somehow lost touch with my race. Yes i do have a malay classmate. But we converse in english, not malay. Sometimes i wonder if it has happen since i was in primary school. Having a class full of chinese peeps and it doesnt help that sometimes that they insult my race or any others. Yes, i admit have insulted other races sometimes in the past or maybe even now? But i do it at the spur of the moment and the sense of guilt still hangs over me.

Whatever it is right now, I don't want to lose touch with my people. Allah, help me.