Disappointed

Browsed through some friendster profiles. And found alot on supernumerary people. Was kinda sad and down seeing those people get what they want and me with nothing. I mean i was as dedicated as them and i don't get it? Its so unfair. And it all started because of one guy. Assisted along the way by two idiots. Now, i'm left with a rank that is so easily overshadowed by others.

Now i'm left with the hardest choice. To go and become a Cadet Officer or remain a sergeant and go next year. Which one should i choose? GAHHH!!

I should have gotten it.
I should have gotten it.
I should have gotten it.
I should have gotten it.

Oh bloody f**k.